When working on the first EP, i already had an album title of the follow up in mind - even not knowing if this would happen or not. Now, almost a year later the vision has come to life after all. With a more symphonic soundsphere (to do justice to the album title), the different stories of life and death have been brought to life.Thematically, the graveyard runs like a thread through the album - Viewed from different angles.Inspired by loss and personal experiences over the past few years those songs emerged from the inner struggle of life's sweet and bitterness. Desperate souls are on their path to extinction, based on the lessons of their past, to find their peace in afterlife. No matter how you look at it, in the end no one can outrun the reaper's judgement.
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Thousand times a day I hear prayers being said The end of life so near, to find peace in all their fearAs i wander day and night Hearing the calls of people's demiseFrom all those calls i have to chooseA soul which has nothing to looseI am the guardian to show the wayNot to get lost on the crossing between worlds doorwayI am the guardian who stays at your sideDo not fear me i am the passage to the light But as they see me coming through the doorThere isn't the wish to see me anymoreThey beg for more time to pretendThey used it to have this time spentWith all their loved ones and all their friendsWho will mourn for them in the endBut I am not the one who decidesWho has to go when time is right
They all cry when i am through the doorNo one wishes to see me anymoreAll those beggings for more timeAll those wishes from them to remainSay goodbye to loved ones and friendsWho should mourn for them in the endI am the one who decidesTo whome to grant passage or deny Thousand times a day I hear those words been saidThe end of life so near, to find peace in all their fearAs i wander day and night hearing the calls of people's demiseFrom all those calls i have to chooseA soul which has nothing to looseI am the guardian to show the wayNot to get lost between worlds journey walking on this world for thousand yearsman come and go, all with blood and tearsThis is my story, now you knowi am the end, everyone has to go Cannot be outrun, so many have triedI will be there when the time is right
I can remember every dayHorror to go out, wanted to stayI felt alone all the timeFriends around me were shadows of my mindTried to fit into what was givenDidn't play a role in other people's lives Never tried to attract too much attentionNever stood up to shout out my positionHiding from what life wanted to teachOne alone is too weakAll against one, that's how it isAll against one is for weak mindsWhen not fit in cliché, all broke down People's cruelty, all to me was shownBuilding up my dream realmI am the king, others are my servantsIn my dream they were killed like monstersIn my dream i was the hero to all othersAfter one of those days Felt lost in real world's caveSearched for peace in a graveyard of dreamsAll those whishes have never been realBut one had a voice of its ownSaying the following in dead man's tone
Now is the time to stand up and fightNow is the time to get your life backNow is the time to fullfill that visionNow is the time to get out of your prisonNow is the time to seek and destroyNow is the time to getMy Revenge All those crazy things in my mindAll this blood and people diedCannot control the actions i takeCannot control my thoughts until i wakeNeed to get out of this crazy dreamCannot find the way out of this realmWant to keep control of my mindBut cannot get out of this prison of mineLiving in my dream realmI am the king, others are my servantsIn my dream i kill them like monstersIn my dream i am the hero to all othersThe past defines how people are alikeHurt souls cannot be healed in short timeRevenge can bring some pleasure at allBut Nothing can heal a soul's deep fall
Days got by and nothing has changedThe world is dark and sometimes strangetried to adapt but it all felt wrongPut an end to pain as long as i am strongFading away, seeing the endSearching for peace which is in life not existantLosing my thoughts as the light fades awayLosing my thoughts in mind's endless decayThe dark feels cold, i am aloneThis is not the place i thought i would go toWhy do i feel the same as beforePain and misery and something moreThe afterlife should be the endThe afterlife is dark and cold The afterlife in my deepest thoughtsThe burden of life is still crushing me
This is not the place i searched forThis is not the place i prayedTurning around to find a way backNowhere to go as everything is blackOne small light so far awayWalking there as i deeply breath inWaking up from this disturbing dreamThe misery of life is still where i am inThe afterlife should be the endThe afterlife is dark and cold The afterlife is full of my deepest thoughtsThe burden of life is crushing me forever
Running and running through the night, Running from men for stealing their prideI saw a forest so big and wideRunning there to seek and hide Dark, dull and cold as i enter the grounddeadly silence is rising my fear The others enter, i hear them cryBone crushing noises… …and then there is silenceLights on the left, they show me a wayCannot go back as trees blocking the wayLights on the right i cannot stayHave to go deeper into my decayLights around, they highlight a wayThis one is for me, judgement awaitsAt the end of the path a graveyard so wideI follow the light to a crypt at the sideWhen the doors opened all by themselves A stairway appeares lightened by flames of hellI hear screams and walk alongAll those wailings, frightening to the bone I hear screams of hate and painCrying out loud from hells deep domain
…and then there is silenceLights on the left highlight a throneA creature sitting there so dark and coldLights on the right, guardians of deathWatching people living all their liesLights around, they are highlighting meI am the one they want to seeYou have come to be judgedAll your life is full of lies as suchNothing has been real, only stories and dreamsNothing to hold on in your virtual existanceNot one day you believed in yourselfOnly jealous what other people had Never took control of your own lifeYou have been a shadow of other people's prideNow the end has come for youMissed all the chances live has given youNothing left to say, this is our decisionA shadow of yourself is all you have been givenIn the end i am singing my songScreaming as loud as there is no tomorrowAlready a shadow in people's mindsMy life's song is blown away by eternal winds
up in the mountains, not easy to reachlistening to the sounds of nature's breathnot knowing what they want to teachwind is blowing away all my mischiefso near the stars, so far from meni can breath the clear air innothing to hear, only nature's lamentcalling for help for it's children absentdrawn on the sky, colors so brightshowing the way through the nighthearing the sounds of children cryingsounds like their souls are dyinga graveyard lost for thousand yearshidden from mens' bloody tearswars were fought on this sacred groundsouls bound to war's deadly cursethis melody of death is nature's songcan only be heard by those who have proven to be strongto withstand the dark callbringing death and pain to us all
hundreds of graves, all falling apartforgotten souls wandering through the darkthey call for help to get releasedto end their wander and find some peacethey fought in wars thousand years agokingdoms long gone, only time does knowfought for kings and their arrogance in lifefought for blood with hammer and knifekings are gone, wars were lostsouls still wander in death's cold frostno other way to release them allonly blood can send this callthis melody of death is nature's songcan only be heard by those who've proven to be strongto withstand the dark callbringing death and pain to us alli still wander on graveyard's groundsearching for peace and rest as i am boundi am alone, all are gonethis is my punishment for freeing them all